Recently it have been hard for me to get myself any hardearn savings up. Until now,i dun even have any savings.The only savings i have are my malaysia money.Just now quarrel into a fight with daddy.Though is my fault but im still pissed,why?

BECAUSE MY DAD IS NOT GIVING MONEY FOR ME TO GO OUT TO SENTOSA TOMORROW HOW WAS THAT GOING TO MAKE ME A NOTHING TO MY TEAM MEMBERS.THOUGH MY MUM DID SAID DONT FOLLOW THE OTHERS BEING A SPENDTHRIFT.

So with this i had nothing to say and to stay at home for the whole afternoon tml stuck at home it would be so boring and not entertaining myself if only i have the money to spend all in my life i would be like so happy with all the money and have no worries of not having enough money.IF onli that is the thing that is the fact,so is fat hope for me to continue on with this thinking it would never happen at all.

Then as for today my day was kind of easy because my day was jus very simple other then going to dragon boat and school.Today missed my lion dance practice(troupe from outside de) was just pure lazy and tired so went to play initial-d with da jun.It was fun,but there is this big time china guy trying to act pro.In the end,some of the pros there challenged him. In the end he lost until he was so embarrassed that we can use paper bag to cover his face.The moral of story, never act like a professional infront of noobs(lousy players) and criticizing people like he was a total pro.In the play when he was challlenging with the pros he was like all his rih vocabulary was used all at once in the whole 3 mins of race.He was so dead when he lost the game,dead in the horror of being shamed.

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YAWN YAWN YAWN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

This passing weeks had been a very hard week for me!!!!
Total of two days sleeping past 3+-4.My dad was like so happy after all this hardworking effort im making for my MYE.With all this hardwork,i would not want to waste it but to use the effort done and transfer it with a deal with my dad for a new phone but this time no delays or reason to deny because i have prepared well for it im very sure about it.Now left with the last and only paper that i will flung is my second language which i will barely pass it.

Now to the anger of my hatred that i would never ever will be like any gentleman to his problems.Who the hell is guan yu talking about? That is what you all will be asking?
I would not be like any ah gua(standing for sissy) only post on blog to stab people right in the face since he wants to use the blog then why not let see who would prosper!Now you will be still wanting to know who that person is. OKAY.THAT PERSON IS ROGER TAY JIA SEN.!!!!THE AH GUA AMONG THE GUYS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!He fucking chee bye hum ji kia might as well go cut off that lam pa ji of yours lahx!!!!NI NA BEI CHAO CHEE BYE OTHER PEOPLE PLAY MY NAME IM STILL OKAY BUT YOU.CHEE BYE U BUAI SONG COM LAHX 1 ON 1 I NOT SCARED CHEE BYE THE ONLY THING U DO IS HAVE FREAKING ATTITUDES AND TEMPER OF GIRLS.YOUR JUST A DAMN FUCKING IDIOTIC DISGRACE TO GUYS MAN WHY DOES YOUR MOTHER BORN YOU A GUY SHOULD BE BORN AS A GIRL INSTEAD AND LET YOU SIS BE A GUY INSTEAD CHEE BYE. YOU GOT SO MUCH BALLS IS IT THEN USE FORCE LOHX WHO CARES.ENOUGH MEANS ENOUGH PEOPLE PLAY MY NAME WITH SENSITIVITY OF BEING HUMOUROUS.YOU ARE JUST PURE INSULMENT OF MY NEW NAME CHEE BYE.WHAT YU TOU!!! CHAO CHEE BYE!!!! SAYING THAT IM STUPID OR WHAT HUH!!! DONT EVEN USE THE REPLY AS I DIDNT SAY IS U ADMIT DE ARHX CHAO CHEE BYE NOW I SUPER BUAI SONG YOU.



U GOT BALLS COM OUT LAHX 1 ON 1 IM NOT SCARED ANY TIME ANY WHERE I DECIDE IF U GOT THE BALLS TO CALL ME NAMES THEN U BETTER HAVE THE BALLS TO ADMIT UP TO ME AND FIGHT ME ALONE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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Never had this happen to me before EVER!!!!
Its me not sleeping and not playing computer or watching censored stuff or what,guessed what?
ITS STUDYING!!!!!!
My father came back at 2+ going to 3am le i went to greet him when he came in.
His first reaction was 'Why are u still up at this hour!?'
When i told him i was studying he was shocked please never will ever study infront of my family so hard working me.Everytime they were to see me is either Im sitting lik a boneless person on the wooden chair or infront of the computer playing games.But yesterday night was one of the hardest night i ever will remember it very well because i was up studying and to keep myself awake i used coffee to kept me up and going no matter what!But when i was done with the history notes well my hao xiong di (not the lunar 7th mth tht one hor)tell me that must rest,if not my mind will not be able to work well or to say normally.

Climb myself into bed got the blanket over me with my bolster in between me in my arms.Then i was so beat im sure that i could sleep for 12 hours straight,but the most torturing thing is i cant even go to sleep AT ALL!!!!!ITS ALL BECAUSE OF 5 CUPS OF COFFEE I EVEN VOMITED AT THE LAST CUP OF IT.I was so awake i could onli get abit of shut eyes never realli able to sleep.i was studying from like ten to 3 when my sis just woke up to study only lahx.Then today morning very quite awake because of a dream that got me all tipsy and drowsy.I even woke up to vomit when the dream occured.

Then today was so worried about my history that i kept on rushing through the notes like a person who can eat a horse(horse refers to notes).In the end,i did not have enough time to complete the paper i lost 16marks im going to cry because im going to fail my humanes again(WHICH I DO NOT WAN TO HAPPEN LAHX).

Then after that it was recess then during this period of time i receieved complains of people disliking me because of one freaking idiotic bastard which is BENJAMIN TAN.Im so disgraced to have the same sir name as him because he is a total dumb ass.One thing i want to make clear is that the school is already wasting damn much money on the coach they hired.WHY?Its simple why does a school hire a coach that comes only to teach like freaking slow and please me as a experience lion dancer seriously dont like a coach that comes to slack.The only thing he does was to point fingers and hold onto the tables to prevent accidents.Please lahx then might as well call the school to pay me to do that lahx.AND BENJAMIN TAN YOU BETTER WATCH THE HELL OUT FOR ME IM TELLING U SERIOUSLY IF EVER YOU OFFEND ME AGAIN DONT SAY I WU QING NEVER SAY YOU WILL DIE SERIOUSLY!!!!!!He went around psycho-ing people or to say members of the lion dance saying my rumours of wanting to change a coach please i joined lion dance because of interest and fun and the most important thing to make it look nicer and presentable.Now it seriously sucks like hell whenever i go out to my jin long i feel its a disgrace to join with the school de lahx.BUT I JOINED BECAUSE MY FATHER ALLOWS ME TOO.If it is not for my wanting to make school lion dance more members why do i have talks with norvin about making proposals of making lion dance a professional one.Now it is still just a name lahx lion dance only mahx so what its sucks man.AND YOU SAID IM DISRESPECTING TO THE COACH, THE IN CHARGE AND MR TAN YOU FUCK THE HELL OFF MY BACK IM TELLING YOU!YOU DUN EVEN KNOW HOW I WANT THE SCHOOL LION DANCE TO BE AND NOW THIS YOU WILL SEE HOW YOUR LIFE WILL BE DURING LION DANCE IM TELLING YOU BECAUSE ALTHOUGH IS COACH THE BIGGEST BUT THIS TIME I DONT WANT HIM TO DECIDE THINGS FOR US NOW IS US STUDENTS TO DO THE DECISION MAKING AND PLEASE I KNOW YOUR PASSIONATE FOR LION DANCE BUT PLEASE LAHX THE WAY YOU DO THINGS ONLY U THE ONE WHO CAN CHOOSE PLEASE WITH THAT ATTITUDE OF YOURS NEVER WILL YOU BE ABLE TO BE IN CHARGE OF LION DANCE IM TELLING YOU



IM SO FUCKING ANGRY BECAUSE OF THIS MATTER AND IF IT IS NOT FOR MY BROTHER EDDIE I WOULD HAVE ALREADY KILLED HIM BY NOW LIAO LE BUT DUN FORGET THE WARNING IM GIVING TO U BENJAMIN TAN IM SERIOUS BUT IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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Yeah today morning was so tired and lazy to wake up!
Weekends routine almost the same in the morning.First was to wake up brush my teeth and wash my face then to sit infront of the tv/computer.Secondly my breakfast with family my most fun part of my family mornings hahahaha.

Then in the afternoon slacked all the way till noon then i started packing for the study at northpoint mcdonald then was like so crowded haha then nevermind about it. Though i have hold a little grudge with jolyn because i saw her there then i did not care and just walk off like any other people.Went all the way up to the arcade hanged around to look for friends and i did.They were 'studying' with accuracy with the guns and pistols haha.Then just went down and meet up with flin because when i passed by did not even saw him at all so i just went straight back to mac and started studying without any saying.Then dont know what happen or what was the conversation about,but i do have a feeling that jolyn was talking about me(guessing only can say is my sixth sense).Did not really took anything to mind because i was doing my physics worksheet stuff.After a long period,jolyn talked to me about something i'm not able to remember but the leng zhan(cold war) was just by her talking to me first actually it was just a pure miss understanding only.Anyways we all continued talking and talking ,actually was doing the pass year paper for physics displayed on Chan's school laptop.In the end,we only did a few questions only not even as much as ten lahx.Then did not gave a damn thing about it because i was trying to do but the girls was lik'i want to blog,i wan to see other people blog,i want to download audition to play(nvr happened)',then jolyn suddenly said she want to eat already then was like everybody were eating then guessed what flin lee paid everything lahx he was like so cool to be a gentlemen haha(dun think im a gay ok im jus speaking facts ok).After that we went home in each different direction except for me i went up to the arcade to hang around then played a few racing games to release stress from my family of wanting me to show them good grades.Then eddie came n joined in the game,we played like from 7-8.30pm lahx was like all the way racing cars.My skills for MT3 drop like hell but for initial d has increased like hell liao lahx.

Anyways,after that we went to lon jon silver to eat dinner then the manager asked eddie to go to cwp to help them pick up the chickens for them haha the onlly thing we earned was the money for the taxi haha.After that eddie went crazy in search for straws lahx because of certain somebody and please lahx i know the colours she like and i do know where to get them,but when eddie asked me where to find that two colours i straight went emo to him lahx so f up by the things that is happening to me in relationship with all my life.How would i wish to exile myself from my friends.

its late plz is already 2238hrs and i still have two papers tml is like going to kill me because im not prepared totally for it lahx WTH.


n here is the pics for the day haha at mac with jolyn n melissa

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All this pain causing me !!!!!!!!!
Its unbearable already !!!!!!!!!!!!!!
RRRRRRAAAAAAAGGGGHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
The pain of the ears are the first worst thing that i ever had in my teenage life
Secondly,its my neck. Actually its my own fault because i was trying to learn headspin but bcas it was the first time doing it my neck, tip of my head and lastly my back all this with just a move and thinking of doing breaking!
Then with the excruciating pain caused by the head stand i rested for like ten minutes then didnt really had a good sleep this few days so dozed off. Not long i woke up then started training my elbow fore-arm stand then it was hard enough but not much stress just that i need to keep my head away from the ground from getting any more pain. Then tried handstand with leaning on the wall. Guessed wat, it never work because of myheavy boy , Im unable to kick myself up straight so just got pissed off and rest on the floor with the pain of hell from the neck.
With all that pain caused is already one hell of a day my pimples are starting its torture again. I was so agitated by the pain i keep on trying to squzz it out but the pain and besides the pimple hasnt "ripe" yet.
In the end with me now lying with my neck rested on the chair everything for me now is so uncomfortable so have nothing to do much.
Yesterday(today sick, it was not my lion dance troupe senoirs fault though because he was sick with high fever. He took mc from army and he used every strength he have to come over the meeting we had for the traditional competition going to be held at july the 10. Then around 10+pm then we started to go back from all the way from the deserted shi guan(house that we keep our instruments dragons and lions). Before going home everyone went to had dinner and had a few drinks as in drinks of either soft drink or plain H2O. Anyways, after eating everyone of us were shacked,then my senior he was sick till he had aches all over him, then he decided to take taxi home. Then while walking we met a men think should be drunk(there were pubs there so we were suppose to be more gentle when talking to them),one of my seniors asked him was he going to take cab in hokkien. With no answers coming out from his damn idiotic face(qian bian face when talking to him),I was so pissed off with it then we 4 people(roman(sick man),raphael,guowei and me) stand after him so that we would not take the cab first. Out of sudden, the man came to us talking in hokkien saying what did he said just now with an idiotic face again,in reply we did not want any trouble then we politly replied that we not looking for any trouble just that we wanted to just ask him. then a cab came then in respect we ask him to get in as he was standing infront . With no reply from him, we had nothing to do because he did not get in when even my sick senior open the door for him, ended up we let the taxi say bye bye to us.We were so pissed that we just walk away.Then wasting so much time waiting for taxis we waited for a full half an hour.Then finally a cab came from the opposite traffic and we hailed it.That men did not get the cab as we hailed it so we were lik so glad when the cab just drove pass him.Then when the taxi came rapheal called us to get into the cab bcas he wanted to agitated that drunked man!We went in then he was the last then he shouted at him song bo(hokkien for are u happy anot,).The drunkard had nothing to do but onli pointing us his middle finger.It was kind-er fun making this man angry!

Today,had plans to go study at expo with church friends(im still a buddist ok).But was shacked and fell ill.Got infected by my sick senior but i dont blame him for it because i have not been taking care of myself lately sleeping late and not drinking much water.The whole day at home resting slacking and took some strengh to get myself some pain haha.Did nothing but watching tv,using computer,watching myself getting pain on the floor(sarcastic saying haha).
End here its not late for my normal nights but is late n tired enough.
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